Tuesday, January 24, 2023

I was Covid positive 😔

Yes I am Covid Survivor! 💪🏼 and its my Birthday 🍰


At first, it was so hard for me to accept the fact that I was positive. I feared that people will judge me because I was sick. I am symptomatic patient and i was not afraid for myself but i was so worried with the life inside me. My 16 days of quarantine was mixed feelings, worried, sad, restless, helpless, almost giving up and scared but then i realized that i must deal Covid with courage and never loose faith with God. He was reminding me that nothing is more important than my family and my health.  I will never stop thanking God for always protecting and keeping my family safe specially my little one inside me. 


Thank you to my friends who never turn their back on me, Specially when I needed help. I can’t tagged you all in this post but in my heart you will always be treasured and loved. 🥰 love you all..


To my family, Mom, Dad, Gian, Angelica, Imee Angel, kuya Eduard and ate Tin, thank you for always being there and for always reminding me that family always comes first. 🥰 love you all..


To my husband, you never forget the words that we both promise to each other. “to have and to hold, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death us do part” Thank you for taking care of me and our little one ❤️ I love you babe..


My only wish for my birthday is that this pandemic will end very soon. I hope that anyone who are suffering from sickness will be healed. The Struggle was real in 2020 and 2021 but Life must go on. Have faith and keep safe everyone 🥰

Sunday, January 14, 2018

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Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,

 it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 

 

Saturday, August 9, 2014

Sleeping Together

People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them.


Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep.

Friday, August 8, 2014

KASIYAHAN

Huwag mong hayaan lamunin ka ng iyong kasiyahan dahil sa iyong nararamdaman dahil sa mga matamis na salitang kanyang binibitawan dahil kung ang bawat salita ng kanyang binibigkas ay hindi nya kayang patunayan at gawin lahat ng matamis na salita iyon ay puro tabang at pawang kasinungalingan.... hindi porket nasanay ka na na kausap sya sa bawat araw oras ay nahuhulog ka sakanya hindi masamang huminto kahit panandalian at pagisipan kung tama ba ang inuumpisahan nyong pagmamahalan kung hindi nya kayang palayain ang kanyang kasalukyan para sainyong pagmamahalan....

NAKARAAN

May mga taong nahihirapang makaalis sa nakaraan kahit pwede namang kalimutan eto sinasabing ang hirap kalimutan dahil minahal ko ng sobra pero hindi lang yun ang dahilan natatakot syang harapin ang kasalukuyan dahil ayaw nyang maranasan ang sakit ng nakaraan. subukan mong bigyang pansin ang kasalukuyan makikita mo ang sayang dulot sayo ng paglimut sa nakaraan para sa iyong kasalukuyan..




Thursday, December 17, 2009

+++ invisible +++

i feel so invisible to you...
i keep on asking why???
i feel so upset...
i keep on remembering things you said...


baket kaya ganun...u feel hurt but then u keep on loving the person,
fault mo ba un?? kasalanan mo ba na masaktan ka???
naalal ko ung sinabi ng isa kong kaibigan...
once na sobrang saya mo later magiging sobra sad ka nman...
ung parang sa isang iglap mawawala lahat...
ung feel na para kang namatayan... wala ka ng ibang pwdeng
masabi kung hindi WALA AKONG MAGAGAWA...

wala kang magagwa kc hindi namn kayo...
nkakalito minsan ang parimadam...
minsan masaya ka minsan malungkot...
ung khit wala nman ngyayari pero feeling mo pa din
malungkot...meron kang gustong sabhn pero di mo masabi...
my gusto kang ipakita pero alam mo magawa dhil madaming mga mata
sa paligid...ung gustong gusto mo ng ipakita na masaya KA..
pero wala ka tlgang choice...kc ano ka ba sknya??? cno ka ba sknya??? dvah WALA ka nman tlga... sakit dvah??

some pipol don't realize how much they produce pain,they try to escape from it but sometimes escaping from it would be the biggest problem...so they face it and even though it hurts atleast after suffering from pain.. they still stand uup and say... i'm stronger than what u think...

how i wish i can just fade everytime i feel sad...
i guess this is life... it is always unfair...

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Nalilito...o_0


tanong: ano ba dapat maramdaman ng isang baabe
pag cnabi ng isang lalaki na mahal ka nya???

sa sarili kong karanasan...

unang reaksyon ko nagulat cympre dvah??
alam mo ung feeling na akala mo hanggang dito nlng..
pero di mo maintindihan ung feeling na
parang di ka maka kain kc mas gusto mo na kausap mo cya
ung parang di ka maka2log kc iniisip mo cya...
ung parang wala kang paki kc masaya ka...

pero paano kung bigla nlng cyang di nagparamdam???
anong ibigsabihin nun???
pwde bang tawaging PAASA un???
pano kung umasa na nga???

gusto ko lng nman ung totoo...
nalilito ako...

bket ganun noh... pilit mong inaayos sarili mo
lalo ka nilang sinisira...
nandun ka plng sa stage na hinahanda mo ang
sarli mo para sa taong para sayo...
tpos biglang my darating na
impostor at sasabhng ako nlng...
ako nlng ulit... tpos biglang mawawala nlng...

kaya di mo masisi ibang mga babae
kung baket di na cla naniniwala sa mga
sinasabi nga mga lalaki..
kahit pa totoo na ito...

sana sa susunod na mapiling mong manakit ng isang babae...
isipin mo muna kung ano epekto nito sknya...
cguro mas maganda kung di ka nlng ng tapat
at di mo nlng pinaalam na mahal na mahal mo cya...

lalo mo lng pinamumukha sknya na wala cya kuwentang tao...

sana masundan pa ito...^_^v

Thursday, April 10, 2008

HAYYYYY NAKU...

ano ba nmang buhay 2...
lahat nman pinagbibigyan moi...
bkt ikaw di ka nila
mapagbigyan...
hindi porke madami kyong gnagawa
petix nlng ang tawag moi sa di pagsipot
sa isang usapan...
nkakapikon ang mga taong ganun...
wla ka namn gagawing masama...
pero feeling nila...
PETIX at wla kang pakeelam sa
paligid moi...
ganun na ba tlga un...
nkakapikon tlga...
di ko namn kinakalimutan mga parte koh ha...
meron din akong mga kaibigan na kelangan kong intindihin...
nkakaasar tlga...
puro nlng gan2...ng sasaw3a na ako...


kaw di ka ba ng ssawa...?
kc ako
npapagod na eh...


paksheta na buhay 2...!!!



Tuesday, April 8, 2008

i'm so happy can u tell?



" I'M SOO HAPPY CAN YOU TELL "

can you tell...? minsan nga nkakapagtaka na kung bakit ganun...cnsabi moi masaya ka.. pero sa loob moi..HINDI nman..minsan naiisip ko na din sagot jan..di lng ako sure kung tama un..nkakalungkot lng minsan dhil wlang nkakahalata nun...u keep on smilling and no one is willing to see and listen to you...soooo sad...

ewan ko nga ba bat sumagi sa isip ko tong tanong na 2...hayyyyyyyyyyy buhay nga nman di maintindihan...

mgpopost pa ulit ako... next tym...

gawaan kc ng thesis nmin...

siningit koh lng 2...

peace..

rock en roll...!!!!

-YAN

Monday, March 3, 2008

God is good all the time...=]

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: 'I don't believe that God exists.'

'Why do you say that?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children?

If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.' The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber: 'You know what? Barbers do not exist.' 'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber. 'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!' 'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'

'Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me.' 'Exactly!' affirmed the customer. 'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist! That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help. That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world.' If you think God exists, send this to other people--- If you think God does not exist, delete it!

BE BLESSED & BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS !!!!!!!

try to read it...
maganda cya...
kc ako nagandahan..
peace to ol...!!!

-yan