+++ invisible +++

i feel so invisible to you...
i keep on asking why???
i feel so upset...
i keep on remembering things you said...


baket kaya ganun...u feel hurt but then u keep on loving the person,
fault mo ba un?? kasalanan mo ba na masaktan ka???
naalal ko ung sinabi ng isa kong kaibigan...
once na sobrang saya mo later magiging sobra sad ka nman...
ung parang sa isang iglap mawawala lahat...
ung feel na para kang namatayan... wala ka ng ibang pwdeng
masabi kung hindi WALA AKONG MAGAGAWA...

wala kang magagwa kc hindi namn kayo...
nkakalito minsan ang parimadam...
minsan masaya ka minsan malungkot...
ung khit wala nman ngyayari pero feeling mo pa din
malungkot...meron kang gustong sabhn pero di mo masabi...
my gusto kang ipakita pero alam mo magawa dhil madaming mga mata
sa paligid...ung gustong gusto mo ng ipakita na masaya KA..
pero wala ka tlgang choice...kc ano ka ba sknya??? cno ka ba sknya??? dvah WALA ka nman tlga... sakit dvah??

some pipol don't realize how much they produce pain,they try to escape from it but sometimes escaping from it would be the biggest problem...so they face it and even though it hurts atleast after suffering from pain.. they still stand uup and say... i'm stronger than what u think...

how i wish i can just fade everytime i feel sad...
i guess this is life... it is always unfair...